No. Never. It would be nice to actually have someone to love or even be in love. But I think one is possible for me and the other is not.
I just feel like I can definitely love someone. But it’ll be hard to fall in love - cause I’m just to cautious of my feelings and now these days it’s hard to find someone that will want to be with you for you and not want you for only sex. I can’t even picture someone loving me or falling in love with me. But if I ever fall in love, then God is on my side.
But as for now, no.